What if you had a party and nobody came?
Well, that's what happened yesterday. I had a party and almost nobody came. What the hell happened to all of my friendships?
I know the answer to that one already, though... I ignored everyone for a year. I was a bitch to Alan and I lost my best friend. I spent way too much time thinking about Sam, who I haven't seen for months. I'm just now starting to get things back to normal with Anna.
Thank God I leave for camp tomorrow. I am beyond starting to hate it here. I'm sick of my own whining, even.
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asthmatic__abby) wrote,
depressed
